Me

The reason it's called Me, is because I realized that since leaving 'the workplace', I don't have anyone around me giving me a hard time about who I am, how I do something or what I say.  That is a revelation that I could not be Who I Am, in that workplace.  Surrounded.  I was totally surrounded with people that did not feed m y soul whatsoever.  I hope I was a force of good things while I was there.  But maybe that is a reflection, what I saw and felt I received form others there.  I have to believe there was a lot of very toxic draining energy there.  Because I feel the release of it.  And hopefully one day soon, I won't feel the need to reflect on it, and with quite such clarity.

I do have the winter blues a bit, I wish I could snowshoe more.  I think I went maybe six days in a row, or several days in a week's period.  Now it's too cold again, and there was a big meltdown a few days ago, with rain and more rain.  The leak in our downstairs room showed up more.  Gutters need fixed and probably replaced by a professional. 

The sun is shining though now, and it 14 degrees.  Sigh.